Therapy as Alchemy

Daca as enumera oamenii dragi, cu siguranta uneori as uita cateva nume.  Uneori trec luni de zile si nu te voi chema la o cafea. Cel mai probabil ca nu stiu data ta de nastere si nici ce zodie esti.  Dar imi amintesc cum zambeai cand ne-am vazut intamplator pe strada. Imi amintesc ca ai trecut prin greutati si le-ai invins. Imi esti model prin tot ce ai facut in viata. Si ma gandesc la tine spontan, mai des decat crezi. Te dau exemplu pentru curaj si nebunie. Prin mine, ajuti oameni sa se ridice de jos. Esti o bucatica din mine si din alii. Atingi vieti chiar si cand tu nu simti. Iar cand trebuie, o sa apar, ca atunci.  Cu recunostinta si iubire, pentru toti oamenii aia...care pur si simplu...apar.

My religion is Me The most beautiful I The most beautiful You The most beautiful We. My temple is Now Filled with peace and sweet sounds With a sun shining bright Where everything can be. My army is quite strong and is always prepared. Dancing colours and sounds, could make anyone scared. Yet we come in peace, we would never attack. But don’t think that we can’t. It’s not strength that we lack. We just choose to invest in the wounds and the pain In the places too dark to even be named. And we’ve met with demons, had a battle or two. Just to be clear about the things we can do. Now there’s no need to fight darnkess and pain All they need is a hug, to be brighter again. As you see, we are busy. It’s not fun and games. It takes courage and faith And some tears down your face. There are no clear rules, nor a guru or guide. You have your own soul and need to shup your mind. And our Bible is filled with all the things we are not To be ...

Nobody cares if you're alive or dead. What a relief it can be to get that in your head. Nobody cares if you can sleep at night, If you are having breakfast and your tummy is alright. Why should they care? Think deeper. They have their problems too. Their issues, jobs and demons. You've seen them. You know it's true. And you are not that special. Not even just a bit. You are barely smiling, always trying to fit. Trying to have good manners, you never dare to frown, An interesting hairdo, the nicest dress in town. Trying to get a good job, proudly become a wife, Then spawn some kids around you, To make sense of your life. But after it's all finished and you've lived through it all. The perfect marriage, big house, the most expensive car. Imagine you could really get everything you dream, What will be the very last tought you will have when you leave, This planet filled with people, with laughter, love and pain? When you think of your life, will i...

Take me to wonderland, darlin' I wanna laugh all night. I wanna see the colours, That sparkle in the light. I wanna lay beside you. Tell stories until dawn Of things that we both dream of Of who we might become. Make plans about our garden, Our kids and dogs and cats. Be happy for a second Pretend that it will last. And fight, but just a little Cause you want a big car While my dream car needs only To take us really far. Cause wonderland is far dear And you need a strong ride, A woman that adores you So she won't leave your side. We plan and plan for ages But the funny thing is, While sitting here beside you, I think I see a glimpse. The stars are shining brightly, While we are holding hands. Oh, my! Guess what, dear? We are in wonderland!

Take a leap of faith to live your life alone. Cuz you need lots of faith to not need anyone. To see life filled with colours, With flavours, love and sound. To keep your feet well grounded And your head in the clouds. The bravery of being. Without moving at all. The beauty of becoming. What we forgot we are. Your soul will find quite simple. Just shut up for a while. Those people that surround you. Are just as scared as you. They are confused and panick When they face something new. But new things don't just scare you Because you could get hurt. You sense you are in danger. That danger is your heart. That beast can love so fearless And push you and this whole world It can actually move mountains It makes this world go round. You know that she is fearless And can do anything But damn it, don't you let her You tell her that she's weak. Your ego can be helpful He knows a trick or two For making your heart tremble Not knowing what to do. Yo...

It just feels right. Like I'm calm. In my bones. It just feels like, I am safe, I am home. You just feel like, There is no train to catch. There is no place to be Since this can't have a match. It does feel like, We could stay in the dark. We could breathe the same air And just exhale all that's bad. We could get to a point Where we could even touch. Trying to grasp for air. And explore without rush. But hey, bodies do lie, You might think they can feel. But it's souls that you want. Those are strong, brave and real. Not just any young soul. That believes this is real. Who survives in this world, While we're craving to feel. Choose one that's been through hell, Feeling all there is to feel. Yet managed to come back With a pretty good deal. It was something like this: "You go back and you give, You share love, care and hope. Don't forget to forgive." So I got back and thought: Who would want such a thing? ...

Do you live near, do you live far? Dive with the fish or dance with a star? I need to ask: Do you want love or do you want war? I see the way your carry that little bag, And somehow you sweat and fight and drag. I feel how you fight your battles each day, While constantly chasing kind people away. I see how those mean nights keep you up  They like how you fidget and crawl in the dark. And how in the morning it still doesn't stop. You just gained another night when you didn't figure life out. The good part is that I have the same questions as you. Or is it bad? I don't have a clue. At least we can dream, we can talk, we can laugh. And then start all over as if we forgot. But the mind gets confused and often plays tricks,  Don't think about it, there are no things to fix. Just try to feel. Please don't talk and don't ask. Your chest holds the answers your mind doesn't grasp. You seem a bit mad, a bit los...