Contradictions vs. Complexity

I am humble and confident. I am sensitive and aggressive. I am educated and wild. I am peaceful and chaotic. I am an introvert and love to be seen. I am ocd level organized and spontaneous. I am rational and deeply intuitive. I am controlling and freely creative. I am shy and loud. I am meticulous and silly. I am strict and forgiving. I am, as any Leo, always right and do things that are wrong. I am a creature of habit and get easily bored. I am extremely impulsive and overthink. I am bold and anxious. I am rigid and free. I am very motherly and distant. I am silent and opinionated. I am independent and clingy. I am an empath and brutally honest. I am funny and sarcastic. I am loving and firm with my boundaries. I am sad and euphoric. I am soft and fierce. There was a time when I felt my body get tight with the burden of having to choose a certain identity and lifestyle. Each time this still happens I tell my inner critic: thanks, I got this. The inner child that holds shame got confus...