Therapy as Alchemy

It's not the steps that led me to you that brought me this joy. It's the sight of my soul. It's him. It's not you, boy. Cause I lost him...or no, they pushed it away. And I didn't know what was missing each time that I prayed. And his space was quite big even if we were small When he fell on the street, barely knowing to crawl. He got lost. I got too. He felt nothing. I wished to. He was walking beside me Trying to grab my hand, While I was looking for him in the chest of a man. Funny story about those places I've seen. Some were screaming, some bleeding, some fighting with greed. But each had at least a conflict or two. Some got addicted. Almost got me hooked too. In the end it got messy. No use figuring out. Who's the bad, who's the good guy. They all got scrambled now. The good ones got bitter, the blue ones got sad. The fragile got broken and the sane ones got mad. So she left looking for something that was there all along. Trying t...

Don’t let hedonism rule your life. Give it its space, respect it and celebrate it. While also being focused, organized and pragmatic during your day-to-day life. Understand what hedonism is. Read, research and try to understand the complexity and beauty of this topic. Explore your hedonism. Experiment and choose the things from which you can get pleasure. Even if your passions are peculiar, learn to accept and love them anyway. Look deeper into the things you get pleasure from. Understand the real reason why you enjoy a certain thing and not another. Try to choose the things you truly enjoy in a healthy manner and gradually exclude the things that only feed your ego or have more negative aspects than benefits. Hedonism should bring pleasure and joy and not disrupt your balance. After choosing some areas of interest try to explore them further and enjoy every step of the way. Hedonism is not about the result, it’s about the process. Don’t get too attached to the things you e...

Step no 1.  Forgive the darkness. It is as greedy as the light.  Forgive the darkness in you. And in others.  Step no. 2 Be a Phoenix. Die at least once. Then choose to rise and blossom in a totally different way. Step no 3. Be grateful. Nothing is ever lost and you are never alone. Anyone who's ever loved you or was kind to you, old lovers, ancestors, long gone or still unknown...all wait for you to call them. They can give you guidance, support and remind you of what you are. Can you feel them now? Step no. 4. Let yourself go. Let yourself flow. Live effortlessly. It will all come to you. The mountain is ready to move, for you are the sun. Let it happen. Step no. 5. Close your eyes. Breathe. Meet God. Smile when you remember everything. Come back. Enjoy this ride. Step no. 6. Stand still. Shut up for a while. There is so much more than you can see. Let the pieces of the puzzle fit so perfectly. Step no. 7. Don't forget you created wonderland for yourself. No...

We all have trust issues And had a dad who died. You are not that special, You don’t get to cry. We all got that childhood Don’t ask us how it went. It surely wasn’t pretty Though we like to play pretend. We all were way to fragile When people that we loved Colapsed before our bare feet And asked us for support. And how could we support them When we had just arrived Not knowing what this world was Or how to stay alive. And now we meet, two strangers Trying to figure out Who has the biggest baggage Who has it figured out. Comparing scars and bruises, Who got the best abuse. It’s like a competition Still no one is amused. Cause we forgot to laugh, dear When mother called us home Only to tell us dad left Leaving us all alone. And we forgot to dance straight From that night, on that stage. When loved ones fought death Without a lucky hand. But we need to remember So we can stay alive. I’ll teach you ...

There’s a piece of me you are not able to see. It’s hard to grasp or describe, sometimes even for me. But it’s real, it’s alive. It’s still blooming each day. The whole world might be blind. It still grows either way. Defies all logic and time. Even space or context. Has a life of it’s own. And I bow to her grace. I might fail, make mistakes, say the wrong words sometimes. But she is strong, brave and kind. Proud and flawless. She shines. Makes me humble to feel how a fragile young thing Could gain such a power, overcome any need. She has nothing to prove. She’s just noble and clean. She is whole, brave and strong. Even sees through your lies. She sees everything clear with eyes closed at all times.  Still there’s one thing to learn. That we are just one piece. There is no one more strong. There is no part that’s weak. Stupid mind breaks us up. I am her. I can see.

Daca as enumera oamenii dragi, cu siguranta uneori as uita cateva nume.  Uneori trec luni de zile si nu te voi chema la o cafea. Cel mai probabil ca nu stiu data ta de nastere si nici ce zodie esti.  Dar imi amintesc cum zambeai cand ne-am vazut intamplator pe strada. Imi amintesc ca ai trecut prin greutati si le-ai invins. Imi esti model prin tot ce ai facut in viata. Si ma gandesc la tine spontan, mai des decat crezi. Te dau exemplu pentru curaj si nebunie. Prin mine, ajuti oameni sa se ridice de jos. Esti o bucatica din mine si din alii. Atingi vieti chiar si cand tu nu simti. Iar cand trebuie, o sa apar, ca atunci.  Cu recunostinta si iubire, pentru toti oamenii aia...care pur si simplu...apar.