Therapy as Alchemy

Take me to wonderland, darlin' I wanna laugh all night. I wanna see the colours, That sparkle in the light. I wanna lay beside you. Tell stories until dawn Of things that we both dream of Of who we might become. Make plans about our garden, Our kids and dogs and cats. Be happy for a second Pretend that it will last. And fight, but just a little Cause you want a big car While my dream car needs only To take us really far. Cause wonderland is far dear And you need a strong ride, A woman that adores you So she won't leave your side. We plan and plan for ages But the funny thing is, While sitting here beside you, I think I see a glimpse. The stars are shining brightly, While we are holding hands. Oh, my! Guess what, dear? We are in wonderland!

Take a leap of faith to live your life alone. Cuz you need lots of faith to not need anyone. To see life filled with colours, With flavours, love and sound. To keep your feet well grounded And your head in the clouds. The bravery of being. Without moving at all. The beauty of becoming. What we forgot we are. Your soul will find quite simple. Just shut up for a while. Those people that surround you. Are just as scared as you. They are confused and panick When they face something new. But new things don't just scare you Because you could get hurt. You sense you are in danger. That danger is your heart. That beast can love so fearless And push you and this whole world It can actually move mountains It makes this world go round. You know that she is fearless And can do anything But damn it, don't you let her You tell her that she's weak. Your ego can be helpful He knows a trick or two For making your heart tremble Not knowing what to do. Yo...

It just feels right. Like I'm calm. In my bones. It just feels like, I am safe, I am home. You just feel like, There is no train to catch. There is no place to be Since this can't have a match. It does feel like, We could stay in the dark. We could breathe the same air And just exhale all that's bad. We could get to a point Where we could even touch. Trying to grasp for air. And explore without rush. But hey, bodies do lie, You might think they can feel. But it's souls that you want. Those are strong, brave and real. Not just any young soul. That believes this is real. Who survives in this world, While we're craving to feel. Choose one that's been through hell, Feeling all there is to feel. Yet managed to come back With a pretty good deal. It was something like this: "You go back and you give, You share love, care and hope. Don't forget to forgive." So I got back and thought: Who would want such a thing? ...

Do you live near, do you live far? Dive with the fish or dance with a star? I need to ask: Do you want love or do you want war? I see the way your carry that little bag, And somehow you sweat and fight and drag. I feel how you fight your battles each day, While constantly chasing kind people away. I see how those mean nights keep you up  They like how you fidget and crawl in the dark. And how in the morning it still doesn't stop. You just gained another night when you didn't figure life out. The good part is that I have the same questions as you. Or is it bad? I don't have a clue. At least we can dream, we can talk, we can laugh. And then start all over as if we forgot. But the mind gets confused and often plays tricks,  Don't think about it, there are no things to fix. Just try to feel. Please don't talk and don't ask. Your chest holds the answers your mind doesn't grasp. You seem a bit mad, a bit los...