Therapy as Alchemy

I danced with sadness all day in my living room, She filled the air and I could feel her doom. She filled my chest, my lungs, my throat, my eyes. She’s an old friend so there is no surprise. She comes here knocking but she owns the place. She acts mysterious yet I know her face. She’s never left me in any of these days, So hey…I really think she cares. She never speaks but somehow makes me scream She likes to watch when love stories get grim. We try to hide it, yet somehow we both know Seeing me cry is still our favorite show. We like the same things, we never go apart. We watch those movies in late nights in the dark. She even curls up in the bed with me. I’m starting to believe, this could be destiny. I just don’t like how every now and then She gets all jealous when I find a friend. I love her to bits but it’s still not enough. Don’t tell her but I think we’re breaking up.

Why hide from love? Why hide from pain? Feel everything. Fucking live again. You wanted love, you wanted air, You wanted so much more than you could bear. You asked for love, for thrill and touch, But when they show up, it’s too much. You asked for gentle kisses in the sun, For nights where you melt and become one, For that one lover who can see your soul, For feeling things that make you whole. You wanted everything but not too much, To feel her close, but never touch, To share your love while keeping your heart safe, To share your life but still live in your cave. Life is damn short and all you want to do is work? Not make some kids? Not show them what is love? You found the weirdo that would dance all night To bring some sparkle into your boring life. And when your story would seem too dark and blue She would simply make another one up for you. You know, this was the answer to your prayers, And like a fool, you go...